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DECISION MAKING

Why do I stress about making decisions so much?

Ever since I was little decision have been stressful. I don't Know what is wrong with me and it's come to a point where I am my own pet peeve.

When we have blogs due I start each one over at least 15 times just because I don't know what my own opinion on life is. After re-writing these blogs over and over again I get so upset it normally ends with me having an emotional breakdown over issues that don't matter. I always have a fear that I will pick the wrong opinion to write about and I will sound crazy in my blog.

I told my dad about this problem and all he said, "Stop Procrastinating". I got mad and went into my room and wrote another failed muckraker. Later I went out to the living room to tell my dad that I'm not procrastinating, and that I actually really struggle with decision making. He laughed at me and I came to conclusion that procrastination isn't my problem, it's me arguing with myself that's the problem.

Decision making has become so much of a problem, it's led to me laying in bed at 12:23 AM writing a muckraker because I've only written and deleted 8 other ones. My topics varied on things such as: •stereotypes on chihuahuas •photography and its meaning •dogs •foot pics •spearmint gum •boys who wear goggles •lotion and door handles •why can't humans be more like dogs?

One day I hope to live in a world where decision making comes easy and I don't have to jump between 8 different writing topics for hours straight.